Miss you, family.

Today, im feeling down because im so homesick. I miss my family so much. Miss my mama's food, my bed, my brother. Ahhhh, want to see them so much but my schedule is so tight with Modul KI, common test. Im really stress right now. I have no mood to study or attending to class. Hmm, so down :( Need to see my mama's face. Desperately :(

Miss both of you :)

Assalamualaikum.

Nowadays, Im not happy with my life. I don't like the way I dress up, the way I wear my hijab, the way I treat people, EVERYTHINGG ! I want to be grateful for all that I have. But it's hard. Sometimes, I feel like crying at the wrong time and place. It makes me to give up. I dont have bestfriend neither boyfriend. So my life is kind of hard. Sometimes I feel regret because Im taking the Accounting course. Im feeling dumb because i cannot catch up everything that been taught. Hmm its really hard for me and i hope i can have someone to hold on to. :(

Im trying to heal ;)

First note.

Assalamualaikum.

Im really happy playing this balloon. Credit to my brother :)

This is my third time doing blogging. Actually I really miss blogging. But for the past 2 blog, it doesn't attract me continue doing blogging. So this is blog is for my own and not for others. I hope no one will find out about this blog. I prefer it to be private. But, I also prefer to be a very silent reader. I enjoyed reading others blog so that it could inspire me to do more blogging. In fact, blogging is sure suitable for me because I'm kind of not telling anybody about my feeling and more to hiding the feeling in me. So I really need the blog so that I do not have to keep the emotions in me for too long. And I prefer to write in English and sometimes in Malay. So, welcome Athirah :)